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Day 4 - Post Court Dairy

Day 4
 
Feeling much better today.....more energy.....not as drained n can see clearly again......i just need some more rest to recharge and im ready to finally complete the book that im writing 'The Truth Seeker'......ive
been writing it a while but something seemed to stop me getting on with it before......like i was waiting for an ending....n here it is.....in the form of an admission of Guilt with The Truth coming out...........i guess what im trying to say is......if you seek the truth in all YOU do and your truth is unquestionable/unshakeable and YOU wholeheartedly believe and trust in yourself and know your truth....... it will come out eventually.......YOU will find the strength in YOU to stand up for what is right.........YOU will not bend or brake to manipulators and cheaters of truth, YOU will know that YOU have everything YOU need inside YOU it and it will do justice for you and always serve YOU well..............TRUTH and LOVE are more powerful than lies, hate and fear any day of the weak.......do NOT bow down to fear and let people take you over....Stand Tall and be counted....Tell your story and tell it well......know in your heart, body and soul its the Truth.....and YOU will come through these testing times......its up to YOU to rewrite your new future....dont let your past hold YOU back.........

Day 3 of my Sexual Attack Court Case

Day 3
 
mmmmm weird day today......feel exhausted....flat, worn out and reclusive..............must be the good knews blues...........i thought I would be buzzing but instead I feel numb.........not sure how I feel really....its such an anticlimax from yesterday...........but then again with not sleeping n eating properly its no wonder really …......hes in 'The Sun', I dont know about about any other newspapers but he made 'The Sun'........not that I saw it, my friend told me..........i dont watch the news or read the papers theres too much doom and gloom in the world as it ..i like to try and think positively about the world and think positive thoughts............i should have been in court today...........and after trying to prepare myself for it last May 2011...... the day was taken from us again...........i was so geared up to give evidence, knowing I was telling the truth from the beginning made it easier for me …....when u speak the truth it does leave u more centred in yourself........but yes the thought of questioning itself n not really knowing what they will ask you is scary but still I was confident I wouldnt buckle under questioning, this time round anyway, from  when it went to court in May 2011 and got put back to Jan 2013, im much stronger, i had truth on myside as well as my beloved angels and i knew i could do it.....

Day 2

DAY 2 
I get up early and get ready, i know i have a lot to do........take my daughter to school and set off on the motorway to find the Crown Court in Manchester.....so i'm prepared for tomorrow as its my turn to give evidence..........driving around the one way system n getting lost a lot lol which isn't anything untoward for me.  After 2 hours i find it and manage to see where i can park etc................its weird i'm so remarkably calm.really ready for tomorrow........convinced the truth will out and i set off home.

Day 1 of my Sexual Attack Court Case

This is DAY 1 of My Sexual Attack Court Case
 
Ive decided to share this current rather personal story/journey of mine with you all for one reason only........to expose the 'TRUTH'.......
 
Today is the first day of a lengthy court case against mine n other girls rapist/sexual attacker/abuser...its been 2 years coming to trail and a false start last year after gearing up ready for it to fall on the first day of court when evidence of 3 new girls presented itself........so now it goes forward.
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